Hey guys and girls,
Well a few of you may remember me, I was one of the MMQs from last year.
BUT after nearly 4 months of not smoking (I was doing so well ) I decided that "just one" wont hurt. Soon enough it was back to packs of 20.
Well I'm here to tell you that it was the most usless thing I've ever done.
1- I was back to being skint again
2- I felt like a failure infront of my family and friends
3- I didn't lose any of the weight I had put on
4- If I hadn't lit up I would have been quit well over a year by now
And now I have to start all over again... was it worth it?? was it hell!
So on Monday 19th July I am going to officially quit again.
I have been out today to buy an inhalator and gum, last year I went cold turkey but don't feel strong enough this time to do it that way.
Wish me luck! I'm sure you will be hearing all my moaning thoughout next week :rolleyes: