Ok guys a long story short. I went out last night bumped into the ex, I let him upset me and i went to the late night garage at 3am and bought a packet of fags.... I smoked 3 in a row.. which brings me back to square one !!!
I cant even include today as day one as i smoked in the early hours of the morning !!!
Im pissed off and really upset with myself, but I will be straighT back on board tomorrow i know i want this and i know i can do it... am staying out of pubs for a month !!!
EBT GIRL doesnt lie and this is a journey we are all sharing.....
A big up to all THE APRIL SHOWER crew and everyone else for BEING STRONG !! I was weak and you know what it solved, nothing absolutely nothing !!!
TRYING TO BE STRONG LIKE THE ENGLISH BULL TERRIER