Well I'm very chuffed that i've got to this day and still off the ciggies.
Done a bit of pacing about, manic cleaning and gardening and not been on the phone much (trigger) so friends are wondering whats happened to me!!
The positives are I have my smell back although could be classed as a negative when changing my 18 month olds nappy hehe. I walked past a lady in the supermarket and i could smell the cigs on her and wondered did i smell like that, why yes i did so have been washing everything i posess. Funny that cos never bothered me before.:confused:
Seem to have done a lot more in the house, to keep my mind off not smoking of course. It is hard cos my boyfriend is a heavy smoker and has no intention of stopping. So i have been emptying the ashtrays and making sure he has his cigs in his pockets dont want to be staring at them thinking just one wont hurt:mad: I dont think he realises how hard it is, think i might ask him to smoke elsewhere but dont want to come across as an annoying ex smoker.
I really dont want to become complacent either because thats where i've fallen victim before, just one wont hurt will it? oh yes it will!!!
Dont want to come across negative because i'm buzzing i've got this far.........i'm just a realist, i don't want to become complacent.. think i'm experiencing a bit of a lull after the initial euphoria of stopping :confused: