Funny how you wake up and just know its going to be a bad day. Nothing bad has happened but I am in such a mood. I need to be calm for my Mum but I can hear the tension in my voice with her and I feel really bad about it. Ive had to write down what needs doing as my brain doesnt seem to be working. Next job is to ring the council as Mum is having some work done on her house and they have put some things down wrong you can guarantee that I will lose it on the phone.
I haven't stopped using the inhalater yet and wonder if I would be better ditching it. Yet when I went to the smoking clinic she told me I need to use a fresh capsul every hour I wasnt before and I will be on it 12 weeks but surely it is going to be as hard to give that up in 12 weeks and I dont want to be going through all this.
(sorry feeling sorry for myself today)