Have had the most horrendous weekend and smoked this morning!!!:mad:
I have been so negative about the whole thing it was like a weight pressing down on me so this morning on my way to work I had a cigaretter.
It made me feel sick and dizzy and very very angry. However, I think I have turned the corner and gone back to being positiver about stopping instead of negative.
I can do this and I will do this. I refuse to stink like an ashtray anymore and I refused to be controlled by a plant.