day 2 blaghhhh

day 2 this morning was bad againmornings are worse than the nights, got up OH made a brew, i usually have one with me tea then again after shower and whilst putting my makeup on, got through college ok to busy to think about it , but when i got home I have just been on the computer researching family tree stuff, to give me something to occupy me, but i am missing holding a cigarette , at the computer, i keep looking round to the dining room table to see where they are and then realising i dont smoke anymore. I really think its helped that my OH is off or too be truthful the temptation if i was on my own maybe would be too much, I dont know .

I keep rubbing my hands too....quite strange I dont know if its a re-assurance thing....or I am getting a bit ocd...I have those tendencies at times lol

but hey its been 2 days

well done to those who have gone another day too xx

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