Hi all, im now on day 23 and feeling like poo I am still on the lozenges and I am coping with the cravings but im feeling very very low.
If you read my ealier threads you would see that my dad was rushed to hopital and has been diagnosed with having pancreatitus, well he has now been moved to the critical care ward as his kidneys are not functioning right.
I am finding it very very hard to get through the days without my ciggy companion. Even my hubby has noticed that I am just not my normal self. I feel very down and just cant be bothered with anything.
I have a real "what's the point?" attitude that i just cant shift.
Am I mad?? this cant all be down to the ciggies?? as I am on NRT. What do I do?? I just want to be me again.
Thanks for listening
Belinda x x x