I have been reading your posts and you are all doing fantastically and I feel the need to come on here for your words of inspiration more than I need a fag now!
Anyhow, I just wanted to know if you felt the same about something, since I have given up I seem to be surrounded by "Take it or leave it" smokers.
I have one friend who can go ALL week without a cigarette and just smokes at the weekend,
I have one who doesn't smoke at all and goes out about 4 times a year and when she does - she has a cigarette and the other one smokes about two a day!
The one who smokes "just at the wkds" says your doing really well, I haven't had one all week either!! (but she will at the wkd!)
Now is it just me being stupid or am I right in feeling inadequate (as when I smoked, I could easily smoke 20+ a day), or rather "had too" and how can they do that?
I am annoyed that they can do that? to me you either smoke or you don't !why and how can people "pick and choose". I know this sounds like envy/jealousy/anger on my part and probably a bit of all three, but knowing what I went through initially by going a few bloody hours without one - it was agony!
I know this probably sounds like a load of drivvle, but I had to get this lot of my chest, my anger is brewing but why? :confused: