I quit for 6 weeks, for the umpteenth time. Due to very a stressful event I started again. A few days later I quit for 2 days, started again, quit again the following Monday, started again. This has been going on for 3 weeks, I really don't want to smoke but have been having a hard time fighting the urge.:mad:
Today I'm trying again, I want to be strong, as much as I enjoy smoking, I want to be in control of my body, my finances, not be controlled by an expensive and deadly addiction. The hardest part for me is always the mental addiction, breaking that.:mad:
So, I try again, always hopeful, there will come a time when I do this, I'm hopeful that time is now.
Ali
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