ppfffttt...

[nsd_user663_1775]

today sucked quite a bit

very,very snappy and angry today

not at all coping well

also found out ma mate has been in labour since saturday and still is! which is cool but kinda not good

i've tried everythin g today,but college is hard with all of ma mtes smokin and while they go and have one im staying in a stuffy,bakin hot oven of a classroom so not to smell the smoke,tho when you open the windows it all comes drifting in,and honestly it smells lovely!

but i shall continue on and hope that tomorrow improves greatly

xxxxxxxx

[nsd_user663_1789]

Hey dumplin, big hugs, stay strong.

I've just had a wobbly few days, but think i'm through it now, and the good days are worth the crap days.

Last time i stopped i remember going out with my sister in the first week and actually asking her to blow the smoke in my direction so i could get a whiff.

I remember the barman looking at her like she was the rudest person in the world.

Not sure if it was a good idea smelling it like that, but i figured smelling it is nowhere near as bad as smoking it.

And although it may smell inviting while others are smoking, how did they smell when they came back in????

[nsd_user663_1733]

Hi Devon hope your feeling much better today your doing so well I know its hard but we will be so pleased in the end. keep up the good work

[nsd_user663_1704]

Heya Dumplin x x x Day 15! wow I can't believe it!! look at you! WELL DONE!!

Hey it's tough with the others smoking x x if there your mates i am sure they are very encouraging and supportive. Hold on to that and stay strong x

Hows the T.A???