I am a retired nurse who is in ESRD and the biggest adjustment that I just can’t come to terms with is being the other side of the bed sort of to speak. Being a patient rather than giving care is very depressing for me.
I also have trouble with my fingers cramping up and my hand balls-up into a cramped fist. I no longer can do fine motor skills for very long before my fingers start cramping up. Things I use to enjoy doing like painting, knitting or using the computer keyboard board are now out of the question. I probably couldn’t play the piano or other musical instruments but I never had the talent to do so. I had previous carpel tunnel surgery on both wrist so I can rule out that diagnosis.
Any suggestions?