Here I am writting about how obsessed I become with weighing myself everyday and seeing it won't move. Like someone else on here said I had to tuck away all my nice clothes as they won't fit anymore. I have lots of dresses that I can't even manage to try on.
It has been a kick on the head as I had no serious problems with over eating and gaining weight.
I used to love going shopping now I completely dispise it. Every time I go and try something on it just gets me down so I decided to stop going.
I can't stand look at myself in the mirror and just didn't want people taking pictures of me. I went on holiday and deleted all the pictures with me.
My partner suggested that I go for a run since I can't really afford going to the gym so one day I bought some running shoes ,put on a top and some sweat trousers and that was it.
However, the miracle didn't last long as I got really ill and I was off sick for 5 weeks.
I kept avoid going for a run saying im not well enough i'll go in the next couple of days or a week.
One day somehow I managed to pushed myself into going for a run as I didn't had the excuse of the weather being bad.
So at the moment I am continuing with running and I have only just discovered weight loss and I intend to start a full week on monday.
Wish me luck I will need it. My temptations are sweets. I get really bad when I have a sugar craving!! I don't eat other unhealthy snacks like crisps but I do love sweets.