I feel so disgusted with myself. My body is uncomfortable - bloated and aching back. I seem to have a desire to fill a hunger but I'm not entirely sure that hunger is for food. I feel full all the time and don't want to get dressed cause the idea of having to wear clothes fills me with dread. I haven't got any motivation for the gym & just want to hide in bed. I don't know where the usual me has gone and why she's been replaced with this really unhappy and physically uncomfortable person at the moment. I can't talk to my family or friends about it as they would just worry. I know there are no magic answers but I just want to stop feeling like this.