Hi, I am the cliché. I saw a holiday photo and realised I am twice as wide as my husband. The husband who adores me and with whom I am happier than I ever imagined but I get depressed and I am lazy and eat too much. I need to lose a lot of weight....this is my last resort to be honest. I can't afford clubs and don't really want to have to have a public 'weigh in' but the online support is something I can cope with! I sound a misery, I'm not....but I need to practice what I preach and look after myself better.