I really enjoy food and I really enjoy healthy food but for some reason I choose unhealthy food!!
I have always been overweight and it seems to me to be I sabotage myself. If I am fat and someone doesn't like me I can think "it's because I'm fat" if I'm not overweight it is my personality.
What if I am not nice enough to carry off being slimmer and what if I become obsessed about another thing.
My mum and my sister are both slim and my has an eating disorder and both are obsessed with staying every morsel that passes their lips!!!
I am a bigger build than most "rugby player build" as so many like to tell my and I am tall so I always stuck out amoung the women in my family and all I want and wanted to do was shrink away and now I realise that part of the problem is I don't know who I am and it's not just the weight.
So here's to a joint venture joining others on here in a mission to be healthier and not thinner.