I suffer from clinical depression and cannot find motivation to want to do this for myself. I do want to live to see my grandchildren grow up, but still do not know if this depression will let me. I feel desperate.
I have no friends ( this is true) and as well as working full time, I have a physically disabled daughter to care for and an 86 year old disabled mother who comes to stay with me at weekends. Is there anyone who has a similar life to mine and do they understand this lethargy I feel about life and what to do about it?