Went for our 12 week scan yesterday after having a private scan about 3 weeks ago. At the early scan, everything was well and the heart beat was strong and they estimated I was 8weeks+5. We were over the moon.
I had no morning sickness throughout just lots of fatigue and achy boobs which I thought was normal. Was such a shock yesterday to find out that the baby had no heartbeat and had probably not survived past 9 weeks. It was our first pregnancy and I now feel like there’s something wrong with me? I killed the baby? Didn’t do something I should have? I just feel empty. I so want to be a mum and am just wondering why this happened.
The nurse said she couldn’t see any obvious reasons and it just happens but didn’t make me feel any better.
I’m worried that I’m 33 and it’s all getting too late.
Also thinking of the Medical Management and wondering if that’s the best thing too?
Sorry for the length of this post. Just looking for any advice at all xxx