Hello lovely ladies hope you are all doing well. What a day I've had, I just feel like I've had a total downer day I managed to over do it today ( my own fault) doing far to much and now my back is in absolute agony and I feel like I can't move!! My partner usually works offshore but he is now working at home but works 7 days a week, 12 hours a day so I understand that he is really tired but I feel like I never get to spend time with him! What dosent help is I'm not working just now as im unable to due to suppose to be on bed rest. My days feel like they combine into each other to the point I can't remember what day it is! I get up, do the horses, clean the house, make the dinner, watch telly and go to bed! Everyone is at work so I spend my days mostly alone (with the dog who is being a total nightmare today!!)and I don't really get a word out of my partner when he gets home as he is so tired. I just feel like it's the same thing day in day out and I don't feel like I get appreciated for anything I do! I feel forgotten about! And I don't even feel excited about what's to come today I'm 25+1 and my pregnancy has been a total nightmare from the start with different things going wrong and have now got heartburn so bad. To add to it my cousin who has a son of her own is trying to buy me everything for my little one! which i know i shouldnt moan about and should be greatful for but shes picking everything to her taste and she is not letting me decide what i want! i feel i should have the right to pick what i want for my little one! she is even trying to design my nursery! this is my first little one, she already has a son but unfortunatley cant have any more kids. she keeps saying things like "if i had another one, this is what i would of had". i am very greatful but i feel overwhelmed and would like to buy and choose for myself!! I'm sorry for the massive downer of a post but I do feel a bit better getting it off my chest! Hope everyone is well x
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