Hi All,
In the US, March is MS Awareness month. I plan to spend this month in prayer, over myself - yes, and for all who are affected by MS. If you don't believe in a higher power, please be respectful and move on from these posts. But if you would like to, please read and join in with me in lifting up these things. My goal is to post once a day for this month.
blessings,
Laurie
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Dear God,
Thank you for your new mercies and especially for your new forgiveness this day. Lately, I confess that I get so offended, like overly offended. Please help me Lord. Especially with my kids, I know they're not perfect and they don't intend to hurt my feelings. Or even adults who want to be helpful and suggest to me that I try some diet or a supplement or "maybe your MS was caused by ..." and even though they mean to be helpful, I get offended and prideful and think "So you think you know better than me about what I am going through?" But I know that wasn't their intention, that wasn't their heart behind it at all. They only mean to help. Even when people have prayed for me for healing, I confess that I get offended if they say something like "Maybe you don't have enough faith ... Do you have some sin you haven't confessed?" Help me Lord to forgive people and to not hold onto those things, not think they're like evil people when they only mean to help. And even with people who DO have mean intentions and snide remarks, help me to forgive them, too.
I pray for all of us with MS who have gone through any of those situations and far worse ones. We have all been hurt. Please help us to forgive others who have wronged us - loved ones who have left, doctors who don't listen well, strangers who have said rude comments, and much more. Truly, I believe that the only reason I am able to forgive others is because I believe that you have forgiven me for all the crappy things I have done. I thank you Lord for forgiving me. And because you have forgiven me for all my wrongs, help me to have the strength to forgive others when they do wrong, too. I pray for that kind of peace to come over us all, Lord. We need it. Please help us to let go of anger and bitterness and to only hold onto what is good and beautiful.
In Jesus' name, amen