I am screaming at me....

[jackiesj]

Prayers for the doc tomarrow pls.All week thought i was having a stroke. I had to call my husband in the same house by phone to get me water.Im thankful i am alive and been saved so many times.The steady thing is God and you all were there even if i couldnt lift my arm i knew. I need my docs. I need a new cardiologist, a neurologist, family doc is good and...eventually pain med doc.I m sorry to dump, atmosphere not good but moving is not an option at this point physically or mentally.mad at myself im not stronger. Have a counselor who is great but right...wont be better until i get rid of 24/7 issues.

the world medically must have thier pay, energy to be able to pick up and go,and and good ol covid still around....Thank you good Lord for blessings, that a lesson will come out of this...hopefully on this side not the other....prayers pls.I need energy to get many tests. and the nerve to only say what i need to here.Im sure there are many who suffer, share, and much more.i cant push myself any farther.

This too shall pass......

[Kenu]

Prayers are with you 🙏🙏😉🐾🐾🐾🐾

[Humbrd]

Yes it will pass, we have to believe, be patient with yourself, try to stay strong mentally which may help your body get stronger. Prayers that this lifts soon and you get some relief and strength back. 🙏

[jackiesj in reply to Humbrd]

yes, mentally shot. I think feeling slapped down in bed ive gained more compassion when unable....when we cant i do believe HE takes over with angels here and there.....so tired,Merry Christmas

[jimeka]

Just remember Jackie, that you are the head and not the tail. 🙏 blessings Jimeka

[jackiesj in reply to jimeka]

what a picture! ty for that reminder...id lost hope.Merry Christmas my friend.Now i have a smile because thinking about the tail...nope dont want to be that.

[Jesmcd2 CommunityAmbassador]

Hang in there jackiesj and if you need a new neuro call MSAA's Toll-Free Helpline [phone] they can help you!😊 ~May You Be Wrapped In The Wings Of Angels Always~

🤗💕🌠

[jackiesj in reply to Jesmcd2]

TY so much, Merry Christmas and grateful to all....

[falalalala]

🙏

[jackiesj in reply to falalalala]

love prayer...sometimes only He knows....

[hopeandgrace]

🙏🏼

[jackiesj in reply to hopeandgrace]

Merry CHristmas! i believe in prayer.

[JSSimp]

My prayers are with you🙏🏾

[jackiesj in reply to JSSimp]

Merry Christmas...i count each and every prayer very special. ty!

[MsBoo]

Yes some things will pass.. and you have to help some of the others pass quietly.. We all have gone thru the "venting" and we are here to listen and help as much as we can.. you know that stress can cause an exacerbation.. so try to let it out here more as that will help some..

Being mad at yourself for not being stronger.. now that is enough of that.. we are what we are.... you may be stronger in other areas.. search for the drs.. the phone works.. use it.. your brain works.. get those appointments... be proactive.. as much as you can.. do you have people that can help you? Search them out...Maybe some of us here can help you find someone or something to steer you in the right direction on that...

Always remember we are here to help! As much as we can..

Prayers are with you today for your appointment..

Love to you also..

[jackiesj in reply to MsBoo]

usually last straw is here.all you say true.drs, done, people, done.hopefully once blood level is back the fatigue will get better so i can do those things i know or dont know to do.Merry Christmas.

[Amore55]

I feel so sad that you are struggling. I wish I could help with more than just words and thoughts. Keep sharing with us. Much love.

[jackiesj in reply to Amore55]

Thank you Amore for compassion and truth.... words and thoughts are precious. Jesus left his words and look what that has done.Merry Christmas !

[mrsmike9]

Your plate is full! I pray for answers and healing for you. Let us know how you're doing!

[jackiesj in reply to mrsmike9]

TY msmike....just knowing heart means so very much.

[BlanketTime1]

just a note to say you're in my thoughts and i hope the doctors will help soon.🤗

[jackiesj in reply to BlanketTime1]

Blanket, ty for kindness...Full plate equals indigestion...maybe smaller bites will help!I pray for strngth so i can buck up and get done what needs done.Merry Christmas!

[BlanketTime1 in reply to jackiesj]

have you tried any antacids? my mum has suffered with her stomach almost her entire life. she finds avoiding raw vegetables and an antacid help her.🤞

[hairbrain4]

After reading what everyone's post & your remarks I see that you are worried about Christmas. Your #1 priority should be taking care of you. Christmas really is just a one day of the year. You are here 365 days a year. Christmas is supposed to be a day to celebrate the birth of Jesus. It's not really when he was born. As Christians it's a day to reflect on our lives & what we have done throughout the year to spread His Good Word with our actions. It's a day if being thankful for what we have, thankful that Jesus is in our life guiding us & others in our life. Its a day to share love with family. Now days we seem to get caught up in the gift giving & decorating which really isn't what Christmas is all about. We very seldom but gifts anymore. Instead we make them. I start right after Christmas planning on what I'm going to make. It usually takes me all year because I don't have the energy to move fast. MS slows us down, it's a fact for me so I adjust. I have learned to adjust my life so I can do some of the things that are important to me. It was hard letting go of some things but with Jesus I have been able to move forward & stay positive. Attitude is very important in keeping healthy. I have my down days but they don't last as long as they used too mainly because I pray & ask Jesus for help. The key is to be patient & wait for His answer. For me that was the hard part. Praying that you find the peace of Jesus & that you can get the hemp you need sooner than later. 🙏🙏🙏

[jackiesj]

It is ok to not be ok...if we did not know the pain we would not know the joy...