G’day my beloved ms family, I hope “YOU” are all well and looking forward to another day. I hope it is gloomy, not dark and we all understand it can never be fully bright, we have ms. Look at it as a scale. Dark, gloomy, bright. Be honest with yourself, realize that it is perfectly okay to break gloomy down further into whatever scale “YOU” like, that way gloomy can not be so bad. I think today I shall be a 7 gloomy. 8 is the beginning of bright, so 7 gloomy is okay.
Yesterday I asked what TN was. I am still not positive but from what everybody told me I believe it to be Trigeminal Neuralgia (TMJ). The suicide pain, at least that is what my Doctor once called it by mistake. She has been a friend for years so it was okay. We made a joke of it, funny how cynical we become over the years of pain. Is this a precursor to ms? I am not sure but it was got me diagnosed (DX’d) with ms. It flares and goes away. It really really hurts and no matter how many drugs “YOU” take, it will not calm down and stop hurting once it starts. Having said that yes it was a precursor to my ms. The only thing that fixed it temporarily (5 years or so) was lasses surgery. My understanding they shaved but not cut the Trigeminal nerve. I had laser surgery at Phoenix Cyberknife. I understand that there are other surgeries, but Cyberknife was the least invasive. I was done in a few hours, went to starbucks after and only took 5mg Valium before the procedure. I twitch to much so the Valium was just to put me to sleep. They did do an MRI (Magnetic Resonance Image) before the procedure as well. So, it was no big deal and was very nice to be pain free for several years.
If “YOU” have trigeminal Neuralgia (TMJ) it might be an option for “YOU”. I am not sure of the cost.
I think that might explain the quesiont. I am very sorry to say that NO drugs no matter what the dosage will stop the pain. I was told that there is a lifetime limit on how many surgeries “YOU” can have. There are side effects, at least there are for me. The left side of my mouth does droop and leak a little, but the pain is gone. If “YOU” have this issue be on the lookout for ms. I am not sure that TMJ equals ms all the time but it bares watching.
Royce (your ms writer and brother)
Have a great day, smile more it makes people wonder what you are up to