Hi all, I'm new to this site, but not new to both these "friends". I was diagnosed with ms 15 years ago and trigeminal neuralgia 11 years ago. I just experienced the worst flair up of trigeminal neuralgia ever in August and September and ended up on short term disability. I ended up in the ER on a boatload of pain drugs that didn't work. I had to go way up on oxtellar and lamictal which made my brain so fuzzy. I know it will come back and I'm terrified of the pain, and what it means for my job and life. Does anyone have any experience with this?