So going to be honest here. It's been a really stressful month and it ALL blew up the other day!
Should of known things were kind of to good, for like 2days haha. Started with argument with mom, big 1, hung up on her, next day she's in the hospital.😑 Long story short, dad, 2 brothers blame me. Not the fact the SHE decided to NOT take her meds, including her antidepressants! And she won't eat, drink, talk to anyone and it's my fault.😑 Yeah me. I'm now taken off all her medical stuff. And have had pretty much NO information until yesterday,when she called saying she was doing a bit better.
The bf is still waiting for the pipelines to open up! In the mean time he's driving me nuts with he's feeling sorry for himself! Ripped into him, lm about done with that! Get over it! LOL
Then l got seriously angry and said something's to friends that l never meant!
Because you see l thought l could handle it being 2 yrs. Boy was l wrong.
2 yrs brought back so many emotions that l couldn't handle them all! I literally got sick. Believe me when I saw lm so thankful for you all,but l forget you guys can help me to! I was so scared, anxious, angry and that word acceptance? I had it for about 10mins but as hard as tried l couldn't hold on to it.
So for the past 2days took apart my grandma's chest of drawers and deep oiled them and watched the Magicians. And took a whole Xanax.uhg.
But you know what? Time doesn't stop, and it's always One foot in front of the other! And lm ok!