Ok so it’s gotten worse. I feel like I don’t find my boyfriend attractive anymore and that I only find this one specific guy sexually attractive and I always get images of me and him doing sexual things and I feel very aroused and ready for action. I don’t want these thoughts and images. It feels like I enjoy them. (This guy that I always have images about, is a guy that I was intimate with in the past) and he won’t leave my mind no matter how hard I try. If I ignore it, then it comes back worse. Why?
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Is this how I genuinely feel? I’m confused

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