I have struggled with ocd since I was 6 years old.. It has gotten progressively worse and it's becoming something That I'm worried is part of the reason I had a seizure recently..i do believe also it’s starting to cause an alcohol addiction. I am scared and honestly sick of this and want to know how or maybe something that could possibly help. I struggle to find anyone who understands. The rituals are something that I don’t even realize are happening at this point because they are so regular, which is terrifying to me. I’m new today to this but have been looking for a community and hope I can find some people that also get what I’m going through.