it's been a long time since I wrote here.
lately I felt quite normal. but today I had some kind of attack of all my bad conditions.
today I cried a lot, and now it is 4:40 am, but I have some kind of an excited state, and also I caught an attack of trichotilomania and OCD (whatever I do, elementary actions, OCD comes).
I wanted to write to my boyfriend (he didn’t sleep now), share these problems. but I feel ashamed, I don't think he should know this side of me (even though he knows that I've had these problems before).
need support 💔