Lately I heard about this (ocd) and I realized that I have many of ocd’s symptoms. I think that you know better than me, so i’d like to tell you my symptoms and tell me if I have this problem. (If that’s possible...)
1. Checking and rechecking things all the time to make sure that I have done something correctly
2. Obsessive thoughts enter in my mind and sometimes it’s not too easy for me to let them
3. I have depression
4. Annoying thoughts and “hard” pictures enter in my mind
5. I am temporarily happy if I let my obsessions and performing my behaviors, then I have a short relief
( I have more but I don’t know how to explain)