I'm sorry I continuously post on here. I have so many false/maybe real memories that I feel guilty for.
I feel so horrible for this. This happened a few months ago, I was 14 at the time. I don't even know if I'm able to live with myself. This guy posted on a reddit forum that I was looking at called "remorse" I'm pretty sure, and this guy posted about something terrible he did as an 11 year old (I think he was 11). He said that he had an abusive step father/father, and he tried to drug him, as an attempt to kill him. Fortunately, the guy lived. But I'm so upset because I left a response to this guy's post that I feel very guilty for. I tried to make the guy feel better. I said something about how he was 11 years old, and so at that age you don't know completely how wrong some of your actions are, and how the father seems like a douchebag (I'm pretty sure that's the word I used). I think I said other things as well, but I've forgotten because it's been months. I'm pretty sure I deleted my response right after though because I felt guilty even at the time. I'm afraid I was trying to justify what this guy did, and that is really, really scaring me. I told my mom, my dad and my grandma and they were all understanding and think I didn't really do anything wrong. But I'm scared that I was saying it was okay to do that. What if I was? I have no way of really knowing. I think I was just trying to be sympathetic towards him. I don't know though. I'm so upset over this.