Best friend child

[utopiachild]

My best friend baby born yesterday , and instead of be happy, I m crying since Cannot feel what she says , this wonderful connection with the baby,...After her visit I ordered pizza , drink beer, smoke sigarette. But pain didn't go, ok ok ok better a childless life , my life...but fuck I would be a better mum

Because people says that I didn't have kids because I was thinking of work, but actually was work that didn't give me flexibility and went for IVF treatment maybe too late ..than I ve been....but ok ok .. think what you want...continue to offer me godmothers places ...( I have 5 ! )but I don't want babies anymore...I just want people to leave me in peace...

[Christianbaby]

It’s okay to feel upset, angry, or even numb. You don’t owe anyone an explanation for how you’re feeling or why things turned out the way they did. And honestly, it’s so hard when people just don’t get it. You’ve been through a lot, and it’s okay to just take it one step at a time. Sending you strength, hope, and hoping you can find a bit of peace for yourself. xx

[Albatrossss]

It's okay to feel hurt and frustrated. You don’t owe anyone explanations or roles you don’t want. Take the space you need—your feelings matter.

[Jester42]

I'm new to this site but I've joined so I can maybe see if others are experiencing the same as me or is it just something wrong with me? I've read your post the same thing happened to me yesterday, my friend having a baby and I can't be happy for her as it hurts to much.