If you're having to come to terms with infertility or childlessness, and feel like you're the only person who's experienced this - please know that you're not alone.
Currently 1 in 5 women in the UK (20%) are reaching midlife without children, and the majority are childless not by choice or childless due to circumstances (such as not meeting a partner).
Reach out for help here, and I can also highly recommend taking a look at gateway-women.com/ for resources, and the online community 'Lighthouse Women' (formerly Gateway Women). gateway-women.com/community/.
You're not alone in this.