I'm new here. I've been looking for a support group for 6 months and keep failing to find an appropriate one. I'm here not because I'm infertile, but because i have a heart condition which means if i was to become pregnant i would die (it's not worth the risk). Some of you may think that gives me no right to be here, as i have not suffered the same loss. But i didn't know where else to go (i couldn't find anywhere else).
I've been telling myself for 4 years now that it's okay to be childless and i don't need children to complete me. But who am i kidding? It's becoming more and more difficult to deal with as more friends and family go through the natural progression of finding a partner, settling down and having babies. Am i the only one who feels very alone? And very jealous of their happiness? I also feel anger of my bodys failure, is this irrational? What should i do?