I am childless..
There I've said it out loud...its no-ones fault. For 30 years I have lived with this. I was going to say "dealt" but that makes it sound as if its done and resolved...but its not...does it get easier? maybe..I say that but "maybe" is because under the surface I am still sad and raw and angry....
Hi annier60 - yes, I agree, I wish I had found it years ago. I am not sure what I can give to the community, but hoping shared experiences will help me refocus my life and get away from the feeling of bitterness and resentment I harbour deep down. I hope you are able to get what you need also.
I'm so glad that you have found it now and hope that you will find the support you need and hopefully make some new friends too. Please don't worry about what you can give. This forum is about support and understanding and I know just by sharing you are supporting others as they will know that they are not alone in this. If you want me to add you to the MTL enews (if you're not already subscribed) pop me an email at cat@fertilitynetworkuk.org, or you can copy and paste this link to fill out the subscription form - eepurl.com/c8XbXP Cat 
Hi Cat, thank you for your kind words. I have just subscribed, very helpful.
Feel like the only one in the world going through this 
Learning to cope with childlessness
