Again, I can ask what I like, but not sure if people can answer for me - particularly if they can't decide for me. Very depressed. Especially if you know that (ultimately) only you can make the decision. I mean, of course there are intermittent things that I could do. But I need to have a long term goal. I'm thinking about taking some time to consider it. This might be to the detriment of my study, but it may be worth it.