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Crumbling & Unrecognisable.

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Sometimes even breathing is hard.

Can’t keep fighting the fact all I seem to have done today is crumble 😭

Know there’s many battles in a war. Just feel today’s ones seem to ‘ave gotten the better of me.

I don’t even recognise who I am. Like all I am is a shadow of a person.

Stupid, pathetic, heartless and evil 😭

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Beautifulrainbow

Hi there,, where have you been you haven't posted on here for a while. I can't recognise myself sometimes but we are here, and both fighting the battle. Keep fighting your stronger than you think. And please don't put yourself down. Your upset and, angry with yourself and we get that, but I bet your the total opposite to what you think. Talk to people and I bet no one thinks of you like that.You must try to believe in yourself. Take good care x

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I_Hate_Me_2 in reply toBeautifulrainbow

Hello Beautifulrainbow I know I’ve spent a while away from here. How are you doing?

A rare few don’t see it but I do, as clear as day. Like a lost cause fading into the abyss.

Take care also xx

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Dolphin14

You are better than you see yourself. Always remember that. ❤️

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I_Hate_Me_2 in reply toDolphin14

There’s so much bad in me Dolphin14. Battling the hate inside is so hard. I do and always will hear your words 💜

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Dolphin14 in reply toI_Hate_Me_2

The bad was put in our heads. We weren't bad... the people that put the words there had big problems.

I know it's hard. Remember you have people that care about you and know how special you are

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I_Hate_Me_2 in reply toDolphin14

But they seem to be the ones who really don’t care and can’t see what they have done wrong. There’s no facing it taking accountability for it. We the ones who pay and find things hard. Not them.

Thank you for everything. You know how special you are.

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Shilpa08

Hii there don’t worry you will b fine I feel the same I feel I am a bad person and nothing can happen

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I_Hate_Me_2 in reply toShilpa08

Sorry you feel like you’re a bad person. It’s so easy to see beauty in others yet have so much self hatred in ourselves. My levels of hatred for me is high. Seem to forever be untangling all my flaws yet always getting into more of a mess.

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Walkerbix

I’m sorry and i do understand. I feel a lot like you and i don’t know how to get out of it but i do come on here periodically and mostly just read. I helps me. I don’t post much because honestly most times it’s all i can do to get on here. It’s too hard to start texting a post but i do try to “like” those that help me and to show appreciation. I’m sorry you feel like a shadow of yourself because i know that’s very difficult and painful. I feel like I’m disintegrating and becoming a empty worthless and ugly shell.

We have to keep fighting Im just not sure how.

I’m thinking only by grace

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