Feeling blah...

[Notknitting]

Feeling blah. I tried to watch the television for a while. Played a few games on my phone. But not having much interaction or conversation with Friends or family. everyone is out and about doing their own thing and my kids are grown. Most of the time I don't like being by myself, but I love being an introvert and solitude. It's just these holidays and hopefully I can look feel more positive in the morning about a new year and a new decade. Can anyone else relate?

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Notknitting

It is 10;30 in the UK and we are watching television from Vienna the New Year Concert is on, we watch it every year. The room is very attractive dressed out in flowers.

I used to Dance Ball room in my twenties and it was wonderful listening the the music and Dancing various Waltzes etc. So it brings , memories back many bitter sweet memories, that is what life is all about, memories, both bitter and sweet. The problem we seem to remember more of the bitter and we become out of phase with life in general.

I had a very unpleasant time right up to the present day, now I ha compve to let the past move on and continue a more positive journey. I am getting to old for anything else. So this year will be a positive moving on. Past problems need to be pushed down the line and future expectations need to come to the fore.

Now I will listen to the Concert, and start one more time to control my Depressive State. Remember it is us who need to file away the bad and live for a positive future.

BOB

[Notknitting in reply to Hidden]

Thanks for the advice and encouragement Bob.