I ask myself, why is it so hard to get a date, let alone a girlfriend?
I dont have male friends, and i do not meet people thru mutual friends. I chat up girls when i see one, but mostly get looked at like a weirdo. Doesnt work at all. Did it a million times. Now i try online gaming quite extensive.
I am not shy, im not bad looking at all, i do cool stuff, im not stupid (im not a native speaker, if i sound stupid its maybe because of that) , i have fun conversations but...
I use many different platforms and write to a lot of girls. From 100 mails i send i get 10 answers, I chat with three. Sometimes I chat with quite a few girls at the same time but they just disappear from my list one way or another. In the end i meet none of them.
It seems impossible for me to get a connection (how, threw chat?), respect or any commitment threw writing chat messages. I feel like they have their own story in their head and i am just an actor but cannot change the story.
And guess what, IF i meet someone, they turn out fo have boyfriends or are not interested in a sexual relationship at all and so on.
Thats the reason why the breakup with my gf is so hard. I dont even get any girl, let alone one like her.