Losing interest.

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This year I decided to go back to school. not out of any goal or ambition, but just to get my self out of the house. i started off pretty decently. I made friends and did well and all that jibberjabber. But the thing is this month I am dragging my self around, I am sad or angry more than I am anything else. My fiance can keep my attention for such a short period of time and now im starting to have really painful dreams. the day in the hospital, the day i lost my baby. it all seems so close. i cannot believe I even decided to go to school. i just want to lay in my bed and cry. gah bad days a brewinn

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Hi

It sounds as though the enthusiasm of managing to do something new (well done!) has come to an end and you are back in the feelings that still need to be dealt with. Is it possible to make an appointment with the school counsellor so you can talk about them?

Suexx

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Hello BOB here

Why the sudden change?, do you now feel that study is not for you?

It seems that regrets from you past life is breaking through. Did you allow yourself to grieve when you lost the child

Now you need to let yourself to take stock of some very negative periods in your life, some way of talking this out may help you, so I think you would need some sort of talking out of these problems.

There will be a service at the College, possibly, although it may be better to approach your GP for an appointment with a CPN.

Personally I feel that you would be better doing this as the College is part of your new life where you are ringing out the old you.and this seems to be a positive place where you go

One thing we become is self destructive, you should do is slow down, you are not well and need to not do something that you will regret later. When depressed we jump high and our brain begins to want early self gratification of a problem that is not that critical. where you are overeacting.

Keep your studies this is the new you

All the very best, fight for the new you

BOB