Went to brothers house up state hiked in woods. Wish I could have stayed there , I hate NYC.Noise , crime ... I feel older than I am.
My family dont get me. Get out of past. I know they have there own problems. Im terrified of being alone now. My health not good.
No one wants to be around me. Just had bad expeerience with cousin I really liked.
I was taling on crisis line and she sent me negative text. I cant get a break.