Overwhelmed

[PeaceNeed]

My dep is deep and too much for others to take. I live in a cruel place with no mercy for people with my illness. I pray every morning with each new day for God to liberate my soul and deliver me from my pain.

[gajh]

I am glad you are here with us. You are not alone in this.

[PeaceNeed in reply to gajh]

Hello Sorry late. Im under tremendous stress.

[gajh in reply to PeaceNeed]

Hello. I am sorry you are under tremendous stress. I know that being alone on the holidays makes everything much worse. Please spend Christmas here with us so that you are not alone. I will be here for a bit during the day and then I will be here for hours at night. I know there are others who are going to be here all during the day too. Please join us.

[Hidden]

I get how you feel. I have no friends or family at all. My husband stopped loving me because of my illness - I never harmed in any way. I never had cruel word. He just abandoned me. I pray to God as well and ask to go home. I live in the Bible belt where you think people would care and reach out and actually help - nope. Big hug to you.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Hidden]

Sorry for late response. My mind all over the place. Im very sorry about ur home situation. Thank u for your response. Holidays bad Im just getting isolated myself.

[Hidden in reply to PeaceNeed]

Isolation is typical for many of us. I do it, because I feel people are not "safe," in the sense that if I am not positive all the time or have positive vibes, they just don't want to deal with me. I feel the same about the holidays as you do. I wish you well. I wish none of us felt this way. I always think, if there is God out there, why is this happening...I guess I'll never know. Sending you a big hug.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. I talk to God every day and ask him to help some how

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[Hidden in reply to PeaceNeed]

Any little bit of help from God would help. I know the holidays are hard time for me, but wishing you a good one. At least we have each other on this forum. Good night.

[PeaceNeed in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. I cant say more.

[DonnaEll]

I so relate to your post. My brothers live out west and my son has a girlfriend and I’m alone. So alone.

[PeaceNeed in reply to DonnaEll]

I was so lonely I took in a sic stray cat. Now i have problems. He scrathes and bites. I have to arrange a move. Im not up to this.