Hi, I'm new here!

[VibrantShadow]

I am a 33 year old woman born, raised and living in the rural south (United States). I have 3 kids, 3 cats and 3 dogs,. I am diagnosed with med resistant major depressive disorder, severe anxiety, chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia. I also highly expect I have ADHD which is, of course, untreated. I used to enjoy fishing, camping, cooking, crafting, swimming, reading, writing, concerts, festivals and plays. Unfortunately my health has not only made it impossible to do most if what I love, it has sucked the joy out of the few things I can still do. I lost literally all of my friends in my divorce last year and I have no support system aside from my kids, my dad and, oddly enough, my ex husband. I am agnostic and almost all local events are church and religion based so there is no opportunity to meet new friends. Honestly, I am very lonely, very sad and spend most of my time in a state of high pain and overwhelming depression. So even when I do manage to meet new friends, they rarely stick around. So I'm just here trying to connect to others who understand. Thanks for taking the time to read this ❤

[gajh]

Welcome. I have depression and anxiety. I have found this community very supportive and helpful. You have come to the right place.

[Tiberius3]

This is a place where I come to when I am at my lowest and I always leave feeling at least a little bit better. I hope everyone here is able to give you the support you want or if nothing else for you to know that you are not alone.

[MarileeKemp]

I can relate a lot to the feeling of isolation you feel after a divorce. I too struggle with depression on a daily basis. I guess I just wanted you to know you aren’t alone.

[Emanname]

I’m sorry you feel so alone. I can definitely relate. I have major depressive disorder and anxiety. I struggle to make friends and find it hard to trust people. My anxiety also cripples me from leaving the house. And I only go places I have to. Medication only works to an extent, but I believe it can get better. Gratitude keeps coming up so appreciate what you have right now. The rest will hopefully take care of itself