Need some advice.

[Chocolate_]

Hi, I'm writing, yet not knowing precisely what's wrong with me. I am 20 years of age, a loner and struggling to keep people around me. When I get attach to them, I become very selfish and don't want to share, on the other hand, when someone keeps reminding me that they are doing better than me, I become jealous. I just lost 2 friends and few minutes ago, I asked forgiveness. I'm not happy, I'm angry at my parents and myself. I wish I could cry very hard. No one gets me.

[Shield_Of_Faith]

I'm sorry your struggling. I hope you can hang in there and find people they will accept you for you and at the same time improve yourself, that goes for me too or anyone. We just try to be better people, we are not perfect no one is, but we can keep trying to be better one step at a time. I hope you find good friends soon and be happy. I hope all the best for you!