I have to say running has been tough going this last month - I can't get out in the daytime due to homeworking/schooling so am running in the evening, which limits me to fairly boring lit routes, the weather is cold and often wet/foggy, and I'm tired and stressed from busy days. It really brings home how good an experience running was over the summer, able to get out and run trails in the daytime and lit evenings, exploring new and beautiful routes and feeling the sun on my skin.
And yet I'm still going. I clocked up 30k last week, hoping to do the same or get close this week too. I'm trying to fit in hill intervals where I can to build up strength. It's more of a struggle to get out of the door than over the summer, but somehow I'm still doing it. I know I will feel happier, and sleep better, if I get out, and that's a powerful motivation, somehow more immediate than the satisfaction of becoming a stronger runner and working towards my goal of doing a half marathon at some point.
Over the summer I wondered if this running would be a fad I'd pick up, get a bit obsessive about for a while and then get bored with, but running in the dark and rain last night I realised that the habit was definitely showing signs of sticking. Last night's Nike Run Club was a conversation with Mo Farah and his words on every run that makes you better being a victory stuck with me. And it was a victory - no PBs but I got out there, did what I set out to do and felt better as a result.
And spring is coming...