12k on the plan for this morning, a new distance for me. Decided to get in the car and go somewhere different - settled on Dorney Lake (the 2016 Olympic rowing venue). I've never been before and it looked nice and flat and scenic for a longer run.
Set off this morning excited and nervous (I'm a nervous Nancy by nature ). Found it OK and it looked perfect. Took me at least half an hour to figure out how to pay for parking - and when I say figure out, I still have no idea whether I paid once, twice or not at all! I've messaged them cos I don't want an expensive parking ticket
The run was flat and pretty. I ran round the lake, I wandered off for a while on a shady trail through the trees then finished my distance around the lake. 12k done. What's not to like? Only it didn't feel good. The last km was tough, the last half km very tough. My feet were sore (in my new shoes too, even though they had been previously broken in on a shorter run). I was out of breath and tired and didn't feel I could do any more. To cap it all I felt dizzy and faint going back to the car. Today it feels like trying to get to 16k for the Great South run is going to be an enormous challenge, and the half marathon in March nigh on impossible.
Ho hum. A bottle of water and the other half of the banana picked me up again for the drive home. I know there's plenty of time, I know I can slow it down a bit, I know I can start carrying water and even some of these infamous jelly babies (this is the first time I have felt in need of energy/hydration immediately after a run). But I went out excited for the treat of running in a new place and for a new distance, and came home feeling really disappointed.
The day did turn around a bit though when my elderly neighbour - quite possibly 90 years old by now - asked me if he had seen my daughter the other day, outside our back gate, she said hello .... oh no I said, beaming, that was me just back from a run! I'm taking that as a huge compliment (she's 23, I'm 57!) - he may be 90 and says he didn't have his glasses on, but it's plenty good enough for me