Well hello all. Haven't been on for a while. For those of you who don't know I have lupus and have been suffering with seizures, panic attacks and depression. Well things had been going good for about two and half months. Then it all came crashing down. My dad is now waiting for heart surgery, my mother in law has passed away and to top it of, I had a seizure at work on Thursday. Feel like I'm back to square one!!!! Feeling so down again. Does anyone else have these problem? And how do you cope???