I'm a newbie. I have been living with SLE for 17 yrs now. It caused me kidney failure whereby I had to have dialysis and eventually a kidney transplant. Through out the years I have spent a fortune on massages and was wondering if anyone can direct me to a charity that offers alternative therapy and free massage. I'm sick and tired of having to take prescribed drugs , I strongly want to go down the path of alternative therapy. Also does anyone know if there's a lupus retreat?