Hope you're all having a good day today
Well, after visiting the surgeon again last week it was decided to graft my leg to try and heal the ulcer, this is fine I've had three of these operations before in the past . He is also going to take samples to test for diseases linked to Lupus at the same time, again great news, he said waiting time would be anything up to April next year.
Took a call on Tuesday from his secretary and I'm booked in for next Wednesday, have had a lot of operations in the past but for some reason this one has thrown me into panic. Once again my employer has not been very sympathetic either so that hasn't helped, not to mention financial implications on the run up to Christmas, all in all I'm trying to stay calm and put things into perspective so I don't 'flare' before the operation.
Sorry for the moan but I know at least here people will have some understanding of how I'm feeling.
(take a deep breath and exhale)