I had lots of stressors this month, in dx, tx and traumatic carp like the leg and tongue biopsy.. So maybe this tipped it?
My anxiety has been climbing and the non medical stuff is losing the battle of keeping it at bay...I am on no meds for it.
I went in shade sunday for 45 minutes and I got face itchy, rash on paslms, blistering on arms which went away within minutes of air conditioning. It is south Texas summer... So very hot and humid. But I became exhausted and physically ill for three days every time I go outdoor.
I did go off planquenil for mouth surgery, and they did a fast invasive neck iv as an emergency, and I cannot speak a week later... It was a chunk they removed, non cancer though!
So what triggered this? All of it? I think I can avoid most in future cept the sun.
The bills berung late is going to just happen... My husband has not put two and two together yet... He will probably figure out we can't count on my salary soon and go back to a better job I hope.
I'm frustrated putting on happy face when sick, tired, scared, broke sng juggling everything! Arg. You guys know what I mean. I tried leaning on mom or kid and they think I'm crying wolf, I only talk to them a few times last month as mom doesn't want me to spread my miser y... Sigh. She just can't cope.
So on we go.
is this my first flare? Am I no longer a lupus virgin? How the hell do u guys cope cus this crap sucks!;