Hello my friends.... Well I am back in the dumper once again. How life can change in the blink of an eye. Worried and anxious once more.... Thought I had given it the slip but nope. This whole idea that one can be happy and sad all in the same moment is a puzzlement. Its the same old thing with me My new relationship has come to an end... My friend was in terrible emotional pain when we met (she lost her Son ) in a terribly stupid accident three years ago. And as some of you who have lost a child will understand my Brenda has been in hell ever since.... We still remain close loving friends So I have that as a blessing.. She cares for me deeply and I feel the same of her. I wish I could heal her pain But of coarse that will never happen.... She can`t give me the love she see`s in my eyes ...and has been honest with me about her need to heal herself for herself.
Much love to you all. steve.