i cant figure out what is wrong with me

I'm fourteen and. I randomly just get really irritable. Its not a very ongoing thing but sometimes I feel like if someone is going to talk to me I will just snap at them. I prefer to stay inside as much as possible. I feel like my friends think I'm really annoying and sometimes I apologise in case I'm one of those annoying people you can't shake, but apparently they think I'm fine. I have really bad problems with fatigue. On a weekend I can sleep for 10-14 hours and still feel tired. I get around 8 hours of sleep a night on a weekday. I get dizzy spells, and things get really bright and I have struggles concentrating. I sometimes exaggerate things for no reason or maybe even lie for no reason. I am very "clingy" and hold people up on a high pedestal and tell myself they're more amazing than they actually are. I rely on horoscopes, not religiously but it's nice to blame my problems on the planets or whatever. I get emotionally attached to different things like drawings and images. I almost never cry at movies or books or whatever, I only cry when I force myself to just to project some emotion. These symptoms sound more high key when I write them but I don't think they are. I don't know.

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  • I get similar spells to yours. I snap at a lot of things that shouldn't bother me and I sleep for 12 or 13 hours in the holidays and still wake up tired. I thought I had low iron and my mum took me to the doctor for a blood test but it wasn't that. Also I get scared of my own thoughts and feel like I just want to leave my own mind for a bit. Suddenly thoughts come into my mind and I can't seem to get them out. I also get very sensitive sometimes, something like a stabbing on the news can send me into a mood where I don't talk to anyone for hours. But I can't say this out loud, I feel like I'm crazy, so I type it. I also 14 by the way

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