Too scared to test! Freaking out!

[Jodybug]

Hi all, I’m on attempt no.2 at ICSI at Guys Hospital in London. This round has been a complete rollercoaster of emotions and happened so quickly!

My OTD is Friday 22nd June and I’m too scared to do the test in case it is negative! It’s stopping me sleeping I just can’t stop worrying!

I do have a lot of early pg symptoms; tugging/pulling on one side, extreme tiredness/mood swings and the worst bloating/wind imaginable!! All of which can also be down to the Utrogestan pessaries too.

Totally freaking out as can’t face another negative result 😥😥

Help!!!

Sarah x

[quieturban]

I know the feeling hun. Stay strong. I’m here when you wanna talk. I’ve hard many disappointments with negatives. Just one positive but it didn’t last. I wish you the best hun. Always and forever. 💙

[Jodybug in reply to quieturban]

Thanks! It was a BFP! Sooo happy!

[quieturban in reply to Jodybug]

Congrats hun.

[Jodybug]

Thanks! It was a BFP! Sooo happy!

[hannahding]

Hey congratulations to you! I am so happy it came out to be BFP. You were tensed and scared and now the good news is here. I guess we all have to wait and be patient. That would have been so exciting for you and the family. Stay calm through out the pregnancy. Praying that everything goes smoothly during it. Do keep us posted.

[Jodybug in reply to hannahding]

Thanks!!!! I’ve got a scan on 10 July to see if we are having 1 or 2! I’m soooo excited!